jelly beans and rice

and so i attempt to pen(type) down details for as much as i can remember. but time itself is finite, we only have this much.

can you hear april sounding? this friday is Good Friday. this week proves to be a crucial week for many, i myself is no exception. but i want to be better.

A quarter of 2010 sliced away, and i ask myself- what do i do to make it worth? He tells me the answer. and, the past three months have been superb

i'm determined.
i'm determined not to run solely on emotions again, ever.
"the heart of the matter is the matter of the heart."
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quietly i wait.

crossing out the different tasks achieved. relieved, that in hindsight, i've left it all behind. like tearing off the pages you made a mess on, it gives you great comfort to know that the book is still pretty much very thick for you to fill in later on.

oh but don't tear too much on impulse

haitch

" And there are always people who find their lives have become so unsupportable they believe the best thing they could do would be to hasten their transition to another plane of existence.

It's like the people who believe they'll be happy if they go and live somewhere else, but it doesn't work that way. Wherever you go, you take yourself with you."

it's never about the circumstances

i guess we could choose to. it is after all but a choice, a thin line curved between the two areas. minimal carrying too much weight. sometimes decisions get a bit tied up, then we should know better - leave the choosing to God

pending

and so it all started again, the whole hoo-ha, the little mountains. but i am glad for many other things, and to find myself made more courageous by Him, that was one.
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like always, you go to places, and i can't follow
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21 days of this commitment i made, i believe for much, believe with me.
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#1: Excuses can only get us that far.
#2: Preach the gospel, when necessary, use words.
#3: Being faithful with the little gives us more.
#4: It's the personal walk with God that makes us a great Christian.
#5: Take short accounts, that's how you win.
#6: It is not easy for you to miss God's will, if you really want to do it.
#7: You can't share what you don't have.
#8: God builds up new stories for you over the years!
#9: Every dream comes with a testing.
#10: Live like something big is going to happen tomorrow.

closure

refresh

today was another day. like all others days, He spoke.

Los Angeles Tower

Andrew: There's a handful of normal kids thing I kind of missed.
Sam: There's a handful of normal kids thing I kind of wished I'd missed.

fledgling

that we were once only freshmen, brains only capable of that much. how reality sets in, and life itself changes. that once, you and i could be, and what happened in between was life, life itself. do you think you have life now? i know i do, i have Christ, and to me, that is life.