spotless mind

Clementine: This is it, Joel. It's going to be soon.
Joel: I know.
Clementine: What do we do?
Joel: Enjoy it.

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Haven't been coming back to this space for a long time now. Today's the 20th of Feb, 51 days of 2010 is gone/strategically used. I'd like to believe the latter, which rest assured, IS true! Less of me, more of Him.
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Even as I'm typing this, my head is spinning, like the whirring of a washing machine. I'm determined not to make any boo-boos that I would regret at the end of this year. I'm geared up for March and even as that part of me might be stumped, I choose to turned it into a lesson, a lesson learnt.
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If I could say that, I would, but it is not right.

why am i not surprised

of dried leaves on the ground, large canines with endearing eyes, banana topping on homemade pancakes, bruschetta and porridge start, beatboxing on the spot, soulful acapella performances from nigeria and kenya, sunlight streaks through the top of trees. pretty? yes, very much so.

God works

because i guess

and the old wives' tale rewind again. i listen, i try to retort but i can't, then again i was never good at retorting.
it was true at some points, i kept silent.

humans are always so weak, so fragile, so deceitful, so selfish. i thank Him for changing us, at least one step at a time.

this whole journey opened up my eyes. shifted my perspective, nudge me right on my forehead. what is exciting? really, really exciting? knowing He got it all planned out for you.

all i have to do is ask.