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human are emotional beings.

lately, i've collected and recorded so many quotes from just different people in my lives. one day, i will compile it nicely and type it down here. (because typing is so much easier than writing).

i've been going to work everyday. stuffing my pockets full with hands-on training, practical, passed-down knowledge, most of all, Him. i'm grateful, and while at that, i need to learn to be less vague, seriously. even in journaling.

i came across this nice poem- good women. will share soon

gold

i haven't been able to compose myself and walk in that cold white wall of a room for quite some time already. i take a few steps up and then detour. being busy is one thing, or it could be that i choose not to. i don't want to see my disappointment printed on papers. i don't want to be greeted again with unpleasant realities. it's hard to breathe in, and escaping with sheer cowardice seems to be the most convenient route. but He says another thing, and I listen, so maybe, it's one of these days.

it's moments like these that...

life goes on.

bream

you are a pretty little dewdrop
holding on for dear life
do you know that if you let go
you'd still survive?

you'd flow like the others into the stream
gushing and rushing; close to the brim
the pace of the path will be oh so swift
dangerously wild and only then life begins

wreath

odd little coloured papers,
shaped at wrong angles,
jut out in an awkward manner,
corners oppose each other,
she is torn asunder.

mid

let's see how this goes. He is definitely in the picture.
.
there and then the foolish emotions drain you dry. i was reminded again of faults, of whys, of my own selfish reasons. there and then i had a slight glimpse of the real thing. and i learnt, I - me - myself, sometimes it just doesn't fit in with His plans. sometimes that's all it takes for the xx.xx

i now know why, i now think i know why. i want to see it happen by 30-12-2010.
help me with this, will You?

yet again, joseph inspired.

back to irregular meal times, confined space, unpleasant takeaways, same old room

:(

but that aside, everything's going to be good

:)